- Keanu Reeves in the 1989 film, "Bill and Ted's Excellent Adventure"
I've always had an affinity for oddity. The wacky and weird appeal to me. But I don't think I'm the only one. Otherwise, zoos would only have dogs and cats in their cages---instead of walrus and wildebeest and wallaby. Or Cantor's giant softshell turtle. Or a Star-nosed mole. Or whatever this is. (I guess it's a Thornydevil. Aren't they all? Thorny, that is. But I digress.)
The oddities (from a human perspective) in creation speak volumes about the stunning ingenuity of our Creator. We may have cookie cutters on Earth---but I doubt there are any in heaven. And snowflakes? Just try and get your mind around that one.
Yet in spite of the amazing variety in all of creation, we humans tend to gravitate too easily toward sameness, predictability, and---well, boredom. Isn't it a sin to be boring?! (If it's not, can we nominate it as one?) Especially when you consider we follow the most fascinating, captivating, gloriously beautiful and powerful Being in the universe? (Realizing how much God loves diversity makes me kick myself for the hours I've wasted comparing myself to others---said comparison being a practice God calls "not wise.")
Yet in spite of the amazing variety in all of creation, we humans tend to gravitate too easily toward sameness, predictability, and---well, boredom. Isn't it a sin to be boring?! (If it's not, can we nominate it as one?) Especially when you consider we follow the most fascinating, captivating, gloriously beautiful and powerful Being in the universe? (Realizing how much God loves diversity makes me kick myself for the hours I've wasted comparing myself to others---said comparison being a practice God calls "not wise.")
A glimpse of heaven provided by John the apostle in the book of Revelation gives us enough mind-bending imagery to outstrip the brightest imaginations in the fields of film and art. John saw beings he called "four living creatures", the throne of God framed by an emerald rainbow and multitudes of angels, and of course, the One about whom the Revelation was given, the Lamb of God Himself. Jesus the Christ, the Son of the living God, is "strange" in a wholly wonderful and holy Other Than kind of way.
"Strange" is the New Normal
We who follow the Lamb are called "strangers", and granted, some of us are stranger than others. (I kid because I care!) Of course, I'm engaging in wordplay here, but you get the point: God not only loves diversity and variety, but He also apparently gets a kick out of blowing our minds from time to time by invading our cookie-cutter worlds with the strange and unusual.
I've had a number of encounters with God that would easily fit under the nomenclature of "strange" to the casual observer---and even to me (at the time). Yet both in the Bible and in God-sent revivals in church history, we often see a great gulf between our version of "normalcy" and God's.
The Joy Bus Takes Aim
In the mid-90s I went on a spiritual pilgrimage with five other guys to the Toronto Airport Christian Fellowship. We drove there in my Chrysler mini-van to check out what God was doing in a series of extended meetings at TACF, the genesis of which was a Father's Day service in 1994 led by a visiting pastor, Randy Clark.
We'd heard reports---unusual reports---of people being overwhelmed by the Spirit, some laying on the floor laughing uncontrollably. Yes. In church. Others wept, and still others jerked violently as if connected to a high voltage wire. Strange? Oh, yes. Was God in any of it? That's what we went to Toronto to find out.
By the time of our visit, tens of thousands had flocked to Toronto from all over the world to taste of what would later be dubbed "the Father's Blessing." We had heard that people were being deeply touched by God, healed both bodily and from wounds of the heart. Burned out and ready-to-quit pastors were testifying of being restored in their hearts, and thus, to their ministries. Lay people shared similar stories of radical transformations in the presence of God. Marriages on the verge of divorce were being gloriously renewed. Rebellious teenagers and broken-hearted parents were being reunited in love. On and on the stories went.
As soon as we walked into the building that first night, I felt God's "thick" presence. (He is everywhere, of course. But He was really, really there.) The service hadn't even started, but that didn't seem to bother God at all. He was already apparently touching people. Looking around the enormous sanctuary I saw most of what I described above---a tableau I would later come to think of as glorious chaos. As my eyes scanned the room and drank in the scene I heard the still, small voice of God: "Don't watch the manifestations, watch Me."
Instantly I knew what He meant: He wanted me to look beyond the visible world and discern what He was doing in the hearts of people. God is a "heart God". Ultimately, the outward manifestations of the Spirit---e.g., whether someone falls down or doesn't fall down (or laughs or shakes)---is unimportant. The question is, What is God doing in our hearts?
My friends and I attended every service we could over those three or four days. At the end of each service, prayer and the laying on of hands was offered by a seemingly tireless ministry team. And every time, I went forward for prayer. I was thirsty for more. More of God. Less of me. Enough to take home and bless others.
In all the times I was prayed for, not once did I fall down, laugh, cry or shake. But I did feel surrounded by God's beautiful and overwhelmingly comforting peace. No wonder Jesus called Holy Spirit "the Comforter"! Though I was not affected the way others around me were, I was not disappointed because I knew I was encountering Him. And He was speaking to my heart in ways that I had not heard Him speak in a long, long time.
A Rollicking Return: Gobsmacked By the Joy Bus
Our Toronto visit over, the six of us piled into my van and started the 10-hour trip back to Indiana. Due to the late nights, I felt too tired to drive, so one of my friends volunteered to do the honors. I sat in the middle bench seat, next to the sliding door.
As we knifed our way through the Ontario cold, I remember reading a book by Guy Chevreau I had picked up at the church called Catch The Fire, which contained accounts of people---some of whom I knew personally---whose lives had been transformed by the "Toronto Blessing". There was a worship CD playing in the van as we drove and as I read.
What happened next is somewhat hard to describe, as subjective experiences sometimes are. But as I read Guy's book, I remember thinking, If I read one more wonderful testimony, or hear one more anointed worship song (on the CD), I think I'm going to explode! Joy---a powerful, unstoppable spiritual force---was rising up from within me. It was as if, in my mind's eye, I could see a gauge measuring the "level" of the Spirit's joy within me, and it was rising, rising, rising---until it reached the top of the gauge.
When the gauge read "full" I started to laugh. And laugh. And laugh. And laugh some more. What is happening to me?!! I suppose I could have stopped, but I didn't want to. I was caught quite off guard, because though I had seen this type of joy on people at TACF, that was not my experience. Until now.
Now, I had experienced laughter many times in my life, amused by a story or a comic or any number of humorous events. But this was different. This was a supernatural joy. It was an overpowering encounter with God's goodness and love, His delight in me and in all of His children.
Is the Holy Spirit Playful?
In the van I flashed back to one of the TACF services when I had seen someone on the floor laughing uproariously. Again I heard the still, small voice of God: Do you think the Holy Spirit is playful? For just a moment I was stumped---is this a trick question? But as I pondered it I had to say, Yes! Of course He is! When children play, are they not expressing a part of the very nature of God? Where does humor come from? From God, who else?! Why, yes! God must be a playful Being, because He has embedded this attribute in those creatures who bear His image!
On that road trip I laughed for what must have been hours. It was like I had overdosed on laughing gas. Several times I fell off my seat and onto the floor, but I didn't care. It was wonderful. It may sound strange to say this, but at the same time I was experiencing the joy of the Lord, a profound sobriety also gripped me. I gained a new appreciation for the Cross of Christ and the inestimable price He paid to save us from our sins. I felt like I was being exposed to regions of God's heart I had never seen or felt before.
You may be wondering what the other five guys in the van were doing. Excellent question! Well, interspersed between my fits of laughter were some richly meaningful interactions with my friends. One such time the Spirit led us to pray for two of my friends who, as children, had each lost a parent and were in need of deep inner healing. They were wonderfully touched by the Spirit of God in that time of prayer.
Encounter = Invitation
In the intervening years, I have on numerous occasions revisited that "place" of joy. I have learned that when we encounter God in a fresh way, it represents an invitation by Him into a new plane of existence. Today's ceiling is to be tomorrow's floor. This is not to say that I haven't been down or depressed in all these years. But I am saying that I find the "joy realm" to be accessible to me, by faith, any time I want to go there. And I am living more consistently in a state of joy than ever before.
The joy of the Lord is not only our strength---it is our birthright as believers. How sad it would be if at the end of our lives we would experience culture shock upon entering heaven, where "in His presence is fullness of joy, and at His right hand, pleasures forevermore"?
What would it look like if your life were filled with joy? Your family? Your church? It's attainable and sustainable. Why live beneath our privileges as His people? The Scriptures attest that Jesus was the happiest Person on earth. He wants His body---the church---to be in proportion to the Head---full of joy.
I do not mean to suggest that your experience will be identical to mine, nor should it be. God tailors our respective encounters with Him according to our uniqueness. But what I am saying is that His joy is for each one of us to experience. What relationship worth its salt is devoid of experiences?
Yep. Something strange is afoot at the Circle K. Something supernatural. You were born for this. Go after it.
